Sometimes I wonder if I could find some truth in my words
'Cause everyday I lose something in this cold world
I chose to live without all the things that could make me feel good
But they still come to hunt me as I ever knew they would
For everything that I once lost
I find myself bleeding inside
For everything that I need most
I wish I could be blind
Sometimes I wonder if I could live all my life with this lie
'Cause everyday the pain makes me want to die
And I will be falling again before I have a chance to say
How many times I wished to have a place where I could stay
For everything that I once lost
I find myself bleeding inside
For everything that I need most
I wish I could be blind
Sometimes I wonder if all this fight will be in vain
'Cause I don't know if I will be strong enough to try again
But I know that I will never be ready to face the things that will come
And don't matter how hard I will try, the pain is the only thing that will never be gone
For everything that I once lost
I find myself bleeding inside
For everything that I need most
I wish I could be blind
Sometimes I wonder if I will always be alone
'Cause I'm tired of always be the one
Who will believe and bleed
And never have what I need
For everything that I once lost
I find myself bleeding inside
For everything that I need most
I wish I could be blind