Waiting To Die

The letter writen with my blood
The story is already told
I lost myself in a dream
And it will never carry me to home

Sometimes I just wonder
Why am I still here?
I just wish I could be stronger
To wait for what I fear

The same fight through the years
But there's nothing to earn
I only have created
The emptiness in my heart

So I'm waiting to die
And the pain will be a memorie
Another day could be too late
And unleash all my sins

And I still wonder
Why Am I breathing?
I wish I could be stronger
To wait my destiny

And it hurts me to know
That I can't end it by myself
While I can't take it any longer
I'm frozen in this hell

So I waiting to die
I wait my time to lie
Tomorrow is too late
Who will close my eyes?