Incomplete Happiness

If I never had left my cage
If I only knew I never wanted the whole world
Nothing would have changed
The emptiness would still be here

I fought for freedom and it brought me this happiness
So cold, worthless and broken
I would rather keep my chains just to feel complete again

I have walked through all the paths
From a saint to a sinner and back to a saint
I miss myself though now I’m the purest form of me
Happy but incomplete

What is it all for?
I never had the chance
There’s no coincidences, no destiny
No time for me

I was cursed by my own hands
To just watch my life pass me by
I am useless to fix the things
And even more useless to create new ones