Waiting To Die

The letter writen with my blood
The story is already told
I lost myself in a dream
And it will never carry me to home

Sometimes I just wonder
Why am I still here?
I just wish I could be stronger
To wait for what I fear

The same fight through the years
But there's nothing to earn
I only have created
The emptiness in my heart

So I'm waiting to die
And the pain will be a memorie
Another day could be too late
And unleash all my sins

And I still wonder
Why Am I breathing?
I wish I could be stronger
To wait my destiny

And it hurts me to know
That I can't end it by myself
While I can't take it any longer
I'm frozen in this hell

So I waiting to die
I wait my time to lie
Tomorrow is too late
Who will close my eyes?

One Of Us

We are the creation you cannot control
We are victims of the justice and the law
You surrender and wait for something to follow

You are one of us

We sold our conscience
We manipulate the fate
You are just another experience

Silence is the key
You cannot know
You cannot see

We are the future
You are the next sin
We are artificially pure
You are what you carry within

You are the subliminal message

We are the soldiers of the last day
You are the last light to fade away
We are the road to the hell
Today the rebel angel fell

The same old values
Offer on a silver plate
You are one of us
And you can't escape

We are the voice you hear in you mind
You know that someday it will happen
We are the feeling that made you blind

You are one of us
Don't be afraid
You are on of us
Forever empty

The Last Tale

Silence
Where is my soul?
So broken inside
This is the last tale I'll tell

Once I wished to be here
I had a reason to believe
But then everything
Turned into dust
And I'm living a lie

With the ashes of my dreams in my hands
I left behind a place 'cause my soul wasn't there
And in the last day I have prayed to fall
I became empty and I broke all the walls

I walked alone but my memories were there
Until the day I saw it was in vain
The pain will be here and a new wound will come
Just to remind me of the things I have done

Silence
Can I bleed again?
This blade seems so sweet
But I don't know if it is real

Once I wished but now I see
The rope is not strong enough
To support my body
It's fall or die
I can't live tonight

With the ashes of my dreams in my hands
I cried as I never did it before
And in the first day I prayed to be free
So I burned my dreams one more time

I walked alone in a road to nowhere
And I waited for the day when it would start again
It will never have an end so this is the last tale I'll tell
'Cause I'm trapped here in the cage of destiny

The Dreamer And The Pain

I- My Decay

Don't look at me
Just leave me alone

I cannot stand it
Not this time
Cause I find myself lost in a illusion

I tried to think I could be ok
But I know
I'm forever trapped in my dreams


II- The Road I'll Choose

Gimme my wings
I'm moving on
It's getting late
I can't stay strong
Forget the future
Enjoy the past
The old issue
What I feel still rest

Searching for freedom everyday
Emancipation, I need to feel safe

Lost inside I burried my lies
I have time to open my eyes
But I feel so cold
So good
So dead
And this road I'll choose

Time to come back in time
Forsake the things
Your legacy is mine

Another night
The same pain
It doesn't matter
I'm running away
Another place
In loneliness
I have been guide
Through the voices in my head

I found my freedom here
And it is all that I fear

Lost inside I burried my lies
I have time to open my eyes
But I feel so cold
So good
So dead
And this road I'll choose


III- Dead

Silence
Can you still hear me?
Darkness
Can I still see you ?

I have been waiting for so long time
But today I will take my last breath
No hope
No light
Just the end

I don't want to cry in my last day

I will never be right
So now it's time to burn the way
No choices
No dreams
Just the pain

Silence
The same tear still runs inside of me
Trying to find a way to come back
Denying
Lying

The only way is dying


IV- The Pain

I still can feel the pain
Dead or alive it's here
And when I try to heal it
I only feel it getting worse
There is no forgiveness to the ones who lost their souls

Everyday facing the destiny
I wait in silence
Condemned by my own guilty
My weakness made me confess
And leave the dream behind

Loneliness
I'm free but the world is still a cage

( 09/07/2009 >>> 15/09/2009)

Destroy Your Way

Forgetting the name
Giving a chance to the pain
The time will be wasted
Until my dying day

The truth in my hands
A legacy forgotten
The unspoken words
It will be better than nothing

Destroy your way
So they won't follow you

Denying my fears
Just another day to live
Forgive my sins
But I won't change anything

The guilty will be there
Just another thing to carry
One last dream
And I will face my death

Destroy your way
So they won't follow you

Closing another door...

Come Again

Come hurt me again
'Cause I cannot think you are different anymore
Come lie to me again
You won't be the first to drive me insane

You are just another one
But I used to believe in you
One more time
I let you blind me

Come betray me again
I'll always find a way to know the truth
Come kill me again
'Cause I cannot do it by myself

'Cause in the end
It's just the same
Forget who you are
We will always be liars

Come dream with me again
Let's see who will fall first
Come love me again
'Cause I'm tired of your fears

I will follow the signs
So don't try to hide the evidences
You are just like me
We fake to live

Come hate me again
I think that is all you need
Come make me bleed again
'Cause I can't stand the pain

Come again
I'm waiting
One more time
I cannot die, but I can lie



PS: Vee, obrigada pela correção ^^

Son Of The 7th Month

Son of the 7th month
You can betray them all
But you will never betray me
'Cause I will kill you before it

Son of the emperor
You can't control me
I see through your eyes
You can't lie to me

As if I know the future
I build my own grave
And I only wait my time to lie
I will close my eyes while I'm in time

Son of the 7th month
Born with the moon
I know everything about you
And I'm planning to use you

Son of the chaos
You will fall even if I have to fall with you

As if I know the future
I build my own grave
And I only wait my time to lie
I will close my eyes while I'm in time

“And the river will never flow again but my blood will remain there staining the water, just making me remember that the pain will never be gone and you were just another one who came to show me. And the next will show me the same thing. The tale will repeat forever.”

Son of the 7th month...
Bring me back to my death
Take everything that I have
But I promise that I will steal it back